JOVIAL

2007-06-29T23:00:00.000-07:00

hmm, today's maths wasnt good. stupid coordinator set e standard so high for wat. mst only. ahhh, i say goodbye to my A liao.. maths was actually e only module tat i was confident with getting A. now it turned out otherwise. 希望越高,失望越大. but nvm. coz mst's over!! e stress is over FINALLY.. hooray! so now its time to relax, de-stress and enjoy! to think i was so stressed up for mst, if is semester exam i think sure die. hahaha.

skates today was a little different. coz grace, sam and sab joined us too. haha. but great, it rained. haha, think they werent fated to skate. haha. and e kind hearted me lent my blades to grace and sab. while sam tried on jw's. at least they know e basics. sab pro lor. act noob nia. my bao bei er zi just rocks can. LOL. i gonna learn some skills frm her. grace said she find skatin damn fun. set ah, find one day go ECP. whoo!(:
e only bad thing abt skates club is e presence of this girl, her name is Maggie. wahaha. of coz not her real name la. hates her man. act chio act pro. 100% sluttish and basically flirts with every guy. only have e figure nia so wat. don have e looks. aiya, go home sleep better la. argh. k enough of her. i don wana pollute my blog.

hmm. tml going shopping. coz its 30june, which is e last day before GST goes up.*winks* smart.

2007-06-27T20:55:00.000-07:00

nsm paper today. turned out to be quite easy. marks were given generously. but sian coz there are still some qns tat i duno how to ans. a bit disappointed in myself. ):
stressed ah stressed ah. im so shacked n worn out. due to consecutive days of sleepless nights. same situation as sis. veri tired but duno why just cannot sleep.. my brain refused to stop working while my body wanted to shut down so badly. sian. why can't they just guai guai coordinate with each other. please la, happy working with each other and let me have some sleep.

maths on fri. im ponnin gems!

2007-06-25T20:10:00.000-07:00

had my MAD mst today. bloody MAD module. reali study till wana mad liao. haha. hmm. think can pass ba, i hope.. (: after test ard 12 plus. find cy n ys for lunch. botak renovating. so went to sumo a jap 'restaurant' to eat. hmm nt bad la. cheap oso. after tat cy went for her mst dan i acc sis go bugis bai bai. hmm, just wish everything will go smoothly ba.
dan shopped around a bit. either size not right, or colour not right. when i finally saw a nice striped polo tee, suay suay it turned out to be too exx le. $69.90. omgg, i think i will never spend so much on a polo tee. i'd rather buy ralph lauren's lor. but its in a nice shade of lime green which i like. darn hard to find this colour elsewhere. arghh!):

conclusion : today's definitely not a good day for shopping.

anw my blog's song is nicholas tze's 'Let me die'. haha, know this song thru cy&jw. gt so addicted to it. it is a very meaningful song.
its lyrics:
(it is VERY long)

are we at war tonight
will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
don't wake when the lightning strikes
my heart for you is true
let no one take that from you
time is running tight
can't change from wrong to right
so i'll close my eyes and dream a little
just like how we used to be baby

it's time to say fare-well
no need to cry or feeling sorrow
it's alright , all in the book of life
heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
let me say these words before i go

i will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine, i'll hold you by my side
but i'll rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can change my would from black to white
so i'll close my eyes and dream more

are we at war tonight
will there be angels whispering to me goodnight
don't wake when the lightning strikes
heaven grant me one last wish i beg you
let me say these words before i go
i will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine, i'll hold you by my side
but i'll rest in peace, my sweet heart would you
let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can give me strength to fight
till the sky is burning , it's the end of time

look ahead tomorrow, a long and winding road
keep the faith of mine don't let it go
you're the only reason night ain't growing cold
what will i do , without you

i will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine,i'll hold you by my side

but i'll rest in peace.my sweet heart would you
let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can make my world so bright,
life, no longer empty,
with you in my heart , in my heart

2007-06-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

went grace hse today againn. her hse is like our hostel le. lol. planned to study de. but in e end slacked here slacked there dan its time to go home liao. but before that we had our mahjong session(: encountered the spooky trend of gettin 7 whenever we tossed the dices. only grace didn win. throw my face.(fangfang, i seriously hope u see this!) haha. playin mahjong at this critical study period before mst. think we reali sotz. gotta de-stress abit right. haha.

on our way home we dropped by perlini's coz ys n me wana buy smth.
met 3 fat and ugly aunties there. aunties are ok. but i reali buay tahan inconsiderate lao aunties. worse still one look like ru hua! they stood at the necklace section for duno how long. majiam e shop is they open one. wabiangs~ suay suay we only wana look at necklaces. they reali like blockheads sia. duno how to siam aside de. buay zhi dong. dan cy did smth which caused them to make a big fuss. one even said cy fat. wabiangs~ aunties, go look into e mirror and see who's fatter. don speak ill of someone when u are simply way worse than e person. ppl don laugh at u for no reason. just wake up ur ideas la hor lao aunties...

mst. still not prepared. nothing wana get into my brainy head.

stressed up.

signs.

random quote, "my mama wrapped the yummiest ba zhangs ever! "

2007-06-21T00:44:00.000-07:00

相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留.

this is how fragile love is.

just random thoughts(:

2007-06-18T20:07:00.000-07:00

shall blog smth.. hmm. has been busy last week. chalet, bbq, & overnight at grace hse. whoo. chalet was mahjong mahjong mahjong all e way. one word to describe- funs. bbq was yummy oso. nice satays n otahs. and nv to forget our DIY sotongs. haha.
i found out smth--heineken isnt nice. neither is carlsberg and tiger. all beer has this similar beer-taste which i cannot accept. of all, i still prefer absolute vodka and uncle(grace papa) 's red wine. haha.

overnight at grace's hse was camwhoring all e way. we are zhi lian kuangs. LOL. and not to forget our bitchin n mahjong session. i diao zhuang SIX times ok. lady luck was with me.*wink* (for those noobs, diao zhuang means i continously won for 6 times when i am zhuang.) haha. a pity we did not gamble with money or else i'd be so uber rich now. fun fun and fun. anw watched spider lilies after tat. that show was such a disappointment k. to think it was rated R21 but no nude scenes was shown. -.-'''

hmm. look forward to e next time we have a gathering.

my clique rocks. loves.

seeing u doing ok
puts my heart at ease. live well.
6477 968.

2007-06-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

竟然可以习惯去习惯
就可以习惯去不习惯

我相信.

2007-06-10T23:32:00.000-07:00

slack n slack n slack.
just wana rest as much as i can.
coz feel rather weak these days.
mst's coming--havent study):
nvm, shall do last min revision again.

6 blisters. pimples.
this is real nightmare~
no more love. just me and myself.=)

2007-06-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

men in white.
ridiculous jokes but extremely hilarious,
provided u can understand cantonese and hokkien.
overall not bad la. but just not worthed my $8.=P

anw went to a hk cafe at vivo, kim gary restaurant.
there served the best ice-milo i have ever tasted! yummy!

anw presentation in e morning was a flop.
think our slides a bit out of point.
last min work how to be good?
but who cares, yeah tatz e attitude(:

camwhoring away. semi-formal.

2007-06-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

arghs. so cropped up with projects, quizzes and assignments.
by this week everything needs to be done. HOW?
sians. boreds. tireds.
when can i get my pay? ><
coz i wan go for GSS!!
(if u duno watz GSS. congrats, u are a noob! HAHA.)
anw wish me luck for tml's presentation. ^^

so watz e meaning of xzmya?
wanyi not bad. guessed it correctly.
*clap clap*
:)

2007-06-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

just back frm chalet this mornin.
tireds tireds and tireds.
lol. i am glad hy turned up.
feel so happy for wt.
i think she waited this day for very long.
touched.
miracles do come true,
if there's love, anything is possible.
coz e strength of love fulfils them.
but sadly to say,
not everyone is so lucky.
希望你开开心心。

2007-05-31T23:30:00.000-07:00

300507-last day at apex-pal.
YEAH~~so happy.
farewell to my loveable colleagues. haha *ahem*
goodbye to e extremely messy office filled with boxes.
a sense of relief actually.
coz 同人不同命.
3 months there.
seen e cruel reality of life.
the outside world is actually VERY fake.
one min smiling at u,
but when they turned their backs on u,
u will nv noe wat expression was on their face.
tsk tsk,
生命就是那么现实.

anyway went to 'celebrate' after work.
no idea wat to eat,
in e end went to a jap restaurant at tiong.
urmm. lousy service.
e ice green tea there=>a cup of plain water+1 lemon slice. with no ice.
but overall e food quite ok.. haha.
nth much to blog.
gotta study for mst le. slacked too much.
will our love story have a sequel?
random quote:if u think u can do it, u can!

2007-05-29T00:20:00.000-07:00

Pirates of the Carribean today~
whoo, thumbs up for the show!
hilarious and meaningful.
thou blurr at some scenes,
but overall its still DAMN NICE!
after e show don hurry off e cinema
wait after the credits
the few mins scene definitely worthed the wait.
e love elizabeth&william shared,
tatz wat true love is.
a pity such love hardly exists in real life..
how i wish u were here to share my joy. prove to me tat dreams do come true.

2007-05-27T16:30:00.000-07:00

steamboat at grace's hse ytd nite=) funs. its veri long since we last had a gathering. a pity sab wasnt there. but nvm. 来日方长, definitely will have the chance de.^-^
its always a nice feeling with them. can do wateva i like, say wateva i wan, laughed like nobody business, and cam-whoring away. loves them!!
uncle veri on! drank red wine+beer after steamboat. uncle praised tat i am a good drinker coz i drank e most.
LOL. like real~
veri *tipsy* on e way home.
vomited everything e min i reached home.
hahahas.
i love to drink!
despite the fact tat i loathe e taste & smell of alcohol!!
yea, ambitious i noe.
e worst feelin is when u are missing someone yet u cannot tell tat person. haiz.i miss u!

2007-05-24T21:58:00.000-07:00

went to chinatown after work ytd. found out something interesting.. there are cards written with english names and their direct translation to traditional chinese with meanings. of course i looked out for mine.
take a closer look!

eve=>beautiful woman?
LOL.. ok, just for laughs.^^
你一定很讨厌我吧? 因为你选择不要见到我.
coz u don wan to disturb my life?
do u know that, this will only make me feel worse? 你到底明不明白我要的是什么?
haiz. as long as u are happy.

2007-05-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

haha, actually i have nth much to blog.
just wana say,

AH MENG's COMPLEXION IMPROVES ALOT!!!

tatz wat i found out today.
and this is a compliment ok.

hahaha..
hahaha..
*winks*

anyways,
know this song thru wan yi. yup, a veri nice song. check it out.^-^V

明天过后
吴克群

你问我明天过后会如何世界若毁灭我们又怎麼了
我笑了电影情节太唬人只有单纯的你相信著
你问我明天过后会如何冰天雪地里我们怎麼活著
我笑了笑你太傻又太笨但自己心中却决定了
我相信抱著你的手就温暖了
睡著或醒著我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何我们手握著
外面天再冷全都由我负责

你问我明天过后会如何冰天雪地里我们怎麼活著
我笑了笑你太傻又太笨但自己心中却决定了
外面天再冷全都由我负责
也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷甜言蜜语不是我的风格
但请相信真心从来不会少一分
多嘴的人恋爱从不会认真

我相信抱著你的手就温暖了
睡著或醒著我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何我们手握著
外面天再冷全都由我负责
这世界再冷你的心不会冷

2007-05-21T21:28:00.000-07:00

whoo. wat a tiring day. went to ECP for cycling+skates. quite fun coz there werent alot of ppl today. shud be coz its weekday ba. its been quite some time since i last cycled le. haha. but e scorching sun was e spoiler of e day. forgot to buy sun-block lotion. i noe its sissy la, (and im usually not like tat=P) but i am those kind who easily get tanned u see. haha. and now im slightly tanned. shits~! anw fell down 4 times today. broke my glory record of 2 times! hahas. maybe i was just not used to e change of environment. i prefer my own beloved skates and SP's basketball court.

veri active these days. go kbox? on! , go east coast? set ah!, go pool? sure man!, pon class? of course! now lookin forward to chalet and coming skates camp in june. ^^
=P

findin back my life~ hahaha.
*positive mindset~

`avoiiddx
duno how to face u.
i need time.

2007-05-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

makin my blog public. i know password is easily retrieved by viewin source.. but im just so lazy to edit my template. now finally have e urge to do it.
hmm, going to change blogskin. will be back to bloggin soon..^^

2007-03-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

my family says i am fat. i gonna diet frm tml onwards. HUMP! wats wrong with being fat. i am happy n satisfied with my size. fat so what.but at least im not bad looking! i rather be fat and have a pretty face lor. who wans to have a demon figure but owns an extremely ugly face? HUMP. but im gonna diet anyway. dan will shut their mouths up. HUMP!

2007-03-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

haha. 16th of march. an interesting day indeed. early in e morning a couple frm the blk opposite mine got married. ya, i noe this is not kind of a big deal. but the interesting thing is. the couple is only 17 yrs old. a year younger dan me!! OMG~! they gt married at e age of 17!! haha. not surprisingly, theirs is a shotgun marriage. the girl is 6-month pregnant. heard tat she found it out too late, thus could not abort e baby. the guy's family is veri poor de. i reali sympathise with e girl lor. she is stil schooling but kena expelled by e sch. originally they shud be in sec 5 this yr de.. why they did not think before they do IT..? *shake head*

shud not continue further. or else sure non stop de. haha. i go see my soccer le.

2007-03-15T21:48:00.000-07:00

gt hm at 7. didn go to meet them. my intuition told me not to go. while walkin home, i thought alot. a bit sad all of a sudden. quite long didn get to meet my sec sch frens liao. missed them so much. i miss everyone so much. him, cy, ys, mar, sab, grace, az, wt, jw, waimeng, shanquan etc.. argh. gotta arrange for a gatherin sia. wonderin how are they gettin on. sincerely wish each of them are copin well with life..

left 21 days at work. wish e time for these days passed in a blink of an eye.^^

2007-03-14T21:10:00.000-07:00

so tired. worked OT til 7 pm today. gt home only at 8. almost no energy left le. plus the effect of medicine and darn borin tv show...i think i fallin asleep soon. hmm. should i go tml? im still not sure.. i don mind being gooseberry but sian coz im afraid my mother would keep promptin me to go hm. duno leh.. sian. for nw don wana think abt anything. tml dan see how ba..跟着感觉走。

2007-03-13T16:15:00.002-07:00

yo.. its slackin time for me! completed two sets of invoices. ha! so proud of myself.. currently doing the 3rd stack of invoice but purposely doin it slowly. aim to complete them by 6pm. haha. coz i don wana take another new stack. i think hor.. if all e ppl here like me, this company sure die. nah, im onli a part-timer mah! hoho. don wan write le la.. too risky.. tat sherry behind me! kena caught by her sure die. haha. buai buai.... ^^

2007-03-11T00:16:00.000-08:00

today went out with my frenz frm IP zone+hazel to town de ktv party world. actually i don feel like going de.. coz i wana make use of weekend to take a gd rest. my body is getting weaker. one week of medication le, but my cough isnt gettin better. haiz. did not reali have e mood to sing. coz i duno how to sing. moreover many of e songs are all so sad. haiz. made me have so many flashbacks of some memories i shared with someone. yida de 'na nu hai dui wo shuo', jj de ' jian jian dan dan' etc. haiz. this feeling is so unbearable! and my mother is the biggest spoiler of e day. wanted me to get home so early. ARGH! C'MON, I AM TURNING 18 SOON!! can stop controllin me or not?! sibei fed up. argh.

2007-03-09T23:20:00.000-08:00

today heard my idol yida's new album while working. i find one song especially meaningful. the lyrics in e song has this line saying, '' 天长地久有多久?..... '' ya exactly. everlasting is actually how long? have anyone thought of this qns before? it is veri common for couples to say tat their love is everlasting. is tat true? me myself arent sure of e ans for this qns. in a relationship, the guy can say millions of times of ' I love you' to the girl or vice versa. but it takes only one phrase of 'lets break up' to end their so-called LOVE. why is love so fragile? does true love reali exists in this world? nah, im not being pessimistic. i just happened to be sorting out my thoughts recently u see. seeing couples holdin hand made me envy them. seeing couples in e mrt made me uneasy. why do i feel that way. i don hate seeing couples, but its best not to see them. i know im contradicting myself. but i reali do feel this way. haiz. no matter how busy i am, why is it tat i still feel emptiness in my life? haiz. i guess i miss him.

2007-03-08T12:30:00.000-08:00

guess where i am? lol. im blogging at office while working. nono. im not slacking. but finding ways to liven up my life here. haha. currently everyone in e office is so busy with their work. i see liao oso stressed up sia. luckily im only a part-timer.. haha. my job is to type in the invoices, inventory al ta. bored. but relaxing. all e work they assign us are all easy work de. gd gd.

ytd gotten back my results. not quite gd but glad tat i improved. gpa from 1.9 become 2.5. dan overall gpa only 2.3. nvm. i shall work hard when im in year 2. at least a 3 for gpa. haiyo. say until year 2.. i will be veri busy. which is a gd thing la. hee. a lforeign language lesson, 2 gems, hopefully a driving lesson when i reach my birthday. hee. ambitious hor. coz i don waste my youth away u see. yeah. so look forward to sch reopen. coz having new classmates.. haha. i hate my year one's classmates la. hopefully year 2 's class will be fun. hee.

yeah. another half an hour to go and it's be lunchtime! duno wat to eat eh.. see where hazel brings me to. and hor. i forgot to bring cash out today. so blur sia. hee. i go back work le..

2007-03-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

today was day two at work. e environment there quite alright la. just tat i duno the staffs there well.. maybe as time passes, the atmosphere will liven up a bit. this job compared to the job at baleno is like e diff between heaven and hell. i'm exaggeratin. this is so true lor. haha. i am glad i resigned e baleno job. i didn take any wrong move. =)

today is a veri happenin day. haha. at first was the 'earthquake' at office. i could feel the shaking of the tables and chairs. at first i thought was my own illusion coz i took medicine which caused me to have side effect which is trembling of hands and legs. i even thought i shook my own table la. lol. scared me sia. first time encountered such a thing. didn know wat to do if it was a real earthquake. aiyo, wat am i thinkin. in singapore where will have earthquake de. wahaha. =P dan released frm work at 6 plus. saw camella and his husband waiting for cab. they going sp coz camella havin interview. hope she gets e job! then they long bang us lor. coz we were headin to clementi mah. shun lu. dan who knows. tat taxi driver so niao! don wan drive us to sp dan clementi. said he rushing to pick up other passengers. waliao eh. tat time rain so big. so scary la. coz got THUNDERS! omg. i fear thunders so much la. haha. heng heng hazel with me. xie xie lor. =P after tat we took another cab to clementi.. dan when e uncle tried to make a U-turn, as the road is too narrow, he slightly banged onto e curb. waliao eh! but e impact quite big la. i don wan to die so early can!

dan went to clementi coz need to sign a form at baleno. stupid bloody hell bitch nv ask me sign e other time. think i so free ah. always ask me go down.. haha. and e in-charge change liaoz. tat bitch kena to msq de outlet. serve her right! hope their sales always rank bottom! lol. dan e in-charge at clementi de baleno is a plump woman. so funny la. haha. dan wei lun and andy kept make fun of her. sibei hao xiao! haha. they are super funny. haha. dan mama rushed me back home for dinner. so went home lor. on e mrt, there was this pervertic man looking at hazel and me from head to toe. somemore with those eyes. waliao eh. lao bian tai! cnt stand this type of ppl. ER XING lor! pui~!

so tired. nt coz of tiredness. but is the medicine takin effect. makin me drowsy is ok but can don let me have side effects or not. my fingers and legs now tremble on their own sia. argh. gotta go.. tml gettin result.. wish me gd luck ba!

2007-03-04T21:47:00.000-08:00

haha. today someone frm my blk got married. but i have no idea who she is coz she lived at the other end of e blk. early in e morning e groom came in the wedding car. i was asleep so i did not witnessed wat happened. heard from my bro tat when e groom got down frm e car, he immediately shouted veri loudly towards his bride's flat, "XX, 我爱你..！请你嫁给我..！" wahaha. so romantic. dan all e curious ppl at opposite blk came to look wat was happening. HAHA. the groom was so daring la. wahaha. funny.

anw congrats me. i am sick. down with bad flu. hate this feeling so much. argh. tml still gotta work. moreover how can i possibly report sick when it is first day at work tml. sian 1/2. ate tablets of cold-panadol but they arent effective at all. lousy panadol, only make me drowsy nia. wana see doc but today e clinic closed sia. sians! someone help me! ':(

2007-03-03T11:41:00.000-08:00

today went out with him. coz it is 3rd of march. our anniversary. actually reluctant to go. coz in my heart i know this day marks the end of something. but i still go, coz i don wish to spend today alone. went to newton circus for dinner. thou quite full due to a heavy lunch, i still find e food there quite nice. stingray, sweet n sour chicken, gong gong, kang kong and chicken wings.

a pic below:

yummy. e table next to us was this old malay couple ordering to e stall we ordered to, their table only served 3 dishes while ours served 5. lol. is majiam we are veri big eaters. funny. haha.

after tat actually wanted to catch a movie de. went to plaza sing but the cinema there was packed. thus we went to e new cathay buildin there lo. but the timing there all veri late de. and i wanted to rush home to see my soccer match. so we aborted the movie thingy and i suggested going for dessert. no idea where to go, so we strolled ard lor. dan we saw ben and jerry's. ice cream is the best choice for dessert. so without thinkin we went there lo. ordered the duno wat monster. cost $18.80. i thought it would look like some kind of gigantic bowl of ice cream. but it turned out to be a small bowl consisting 6 diff kinds of ice cream.

a pic of it:

veri tiny right.. i don think it worthed the money coz e ice creams tasted okok nia. andersen's is better lor. anw he paid for it but i heart pain ah. i wanted to pay but he said my money is hard earned money so cannot anyhow spend. so touched. after tat wanted to go back ps take neo print. but those neo print machines all removed le. sian 1/2. actually wanted to keep those pics with me to remind me of this special day de. too bad dan. duno when is e next time we can go out like that. and oso there is no more reason to take neo prints le. maybe veri veri long ba. i shall wait.

haiz. so depressed when i alighted from e mrt. both my eyes filled with tears. i dont dare to look back coz im afraid to see his sad face lookin back at me. let happiness and laughters ended our day ba. no more sorrows, no more quarrels. maybe this is better ba. when is e next time we go out. one week? two week? one month or even a yr? i dont know. i don dare to think. i must not be pessimistic. i wana be strong. or i shud rephrase this. i MUST be strong. i believe i can do it de. this is only a obstacle and i WILL overcome it de! no more tears, just smiles and laughters. i guess nothing is able to activate my tears le. nothing. shall not think too much. coz~life still have to move on! lookin forward to three years later. *trusts*

2007-03-01T22:58:00.000-08:00

yo. i get back freedom le! hip hip hooray! cheer for me quick. i quit my job at baleno le. yeah yeah. i feel so relieved now. not under anyone anymore. tat bloody bitch in charge fannie. i will never forgive her. don let me see her on street. or else hor... argh.

i quit my job on tuesday. reali buay tahan le. on tue originally was afternoon shift. dan tat bitch called me only at 11 plus and asked me to report to vivo city for work. wat e hell! sot de leh. vivo leh. dan i buay tahan. straight away say i don wan go. why muz i always be e one going. other ppl not ren meh. why they cannot go. dan she shoot me in a veri unpleasant tone sayin "u are not STRONG enough. not enough to stay at clementi coz e sales quite gd." bloody hell. wat not strong. how strong can a newbie be? si ba po. dan i said i wana quit liao. dan she replies in a veri slutty attitude "oh. u wana quit? so wat? u STILL have to report at vivo!" bitch jiu shi bitch. dan i keep argue with her. dan she said " hey. don use tat tone to talk to me. i am not ur FREN. i am now talking to u as ur supervisor!" SI BA PO!!!!!! qi si wo le. how dare she talked to me like tat. super guo fen lor her. dan after accompanyin hazel to her imm outlet. i straight away went down to clementi to sign my resignation form. bloody hell tat bitch never even ask why i quit. or else i confirm say is all because i hate her! dan after tat went vivo work lor. slacked there nia. but super sian. coz all strangers. all tat bitc fault. dan i worked til closin dan i returned home late. my mother super angry. coz how can she treat a newbie like that. purposely de lor. dan tat bitch sent me to lucky plaza de outlet e followin day which is ytd. but i purposely didnt go. first time my bro n mother encouraged me not to go. so i went polyclinic to take mc. haha. serve her right. tat bitch treated me like a monkey la. purposely sent me here and there..like dog like tat. bloody hell bitch. and she claimed all e credits just coz she assisted other outlets with a relief. tat relief is me la. she USED me to gain favours. SI BA PO! first time saw so xia lan de bitch. call wat fannie la.. shud call FATTIE wat! so fat still wear tank top. see liao wana vomit ah! all e fats all tat. waliao. think liao oso wana vomit ah! and the face so many holes..put makeup oso no use de la. disgustin lor! e eye shadow put until like that. waliao eh. see liao wan faint ah! so ugly dan don come out scare ppl la. buay zhi dong leh. argh.

anw i found a better job le.. starting work this coming mon. so i take this few days to relax myself. went shoppin with hazel today. had a great time. haha. but now so tired la. wana sleep soon. but i gonna watch "shen ri kuai le" later.. hee. think tatz all.

2007-02-26T01:07:00.000-08:00

today work afternoon shift. which means is frm 1.30 to closing. waliao eh. dan work til 4 like tat. tat stupid bloody hell fannie jiu told me to go marina square de outlet do relief coz there nt enough ppl. WHAT THE HELL?! why muz me be e one who is going. see me newbie dan bully me right?! say la! kbkb nia. si bei xia lan la her. two faced person. PUI~! don act friendly with me la. go eat shit la. when my bro n mummy found out i went to msq de outlet do relief they damn angry la. where can they treat newbie like tat de. so guo fen! at least tell me beforehand la.. where can i do halfway dan cai tell me go another outlet. dan my transport fee how. u pay me ah?! somemore is town area. when interview tat time ming ming say is rotation around jurong area de! now leh. another guy told me i maybe going toa payoh work on this coming friday. bloody hell. wat toa payoh? i live jurong east leh! if fannie tell me go tp, i sure quarrel with her de! shen jing bing de leh! she pig or pig?! always at there kao bei kao bu. anything oso can say me. i don like to greet cannot ah? waliao eh. shit her. i tried to greet le dan she stil say she cannot hear i greet. wat e fark la. PUI! dan i stand outside she oso wan me to greet! shen jing bing! outside how to greet. greet to welcome the customers to outside ah? majiam outside is e shop like tat. no brain or no brain. sot de leh. ARGH. si bei fed up sia. everyday come home with a whole stomach of anger. but i will proof to them tat i can work for 3 mths de! HA HA. put horse come. hurs. gotta slp le. tml morning shift. sian 1/2. nitexx!

2007-02-23T23:44:00.000-08:00

today start work le! went ubi early in e mornin to report to 'balena kingdom' de headquarter. nid to sign a contract of 3 mths with them. yea 3 mths. half i will be doing full time, half doing part time. first day at work was scary. working ina all new environment with e staffs whom are all strangers to me. scary scary. but i forced a smile whenever they talked to me. yea, indeed smiles are veri effective of making frenz. there are 2 supervisors in my store. one female one male. and tat female supervisor is the only female there before i joined there. in another words, the staffs there are all males, including staffs frm IP Zone. all nan ren. sian 1/2. initially it was hard to start a conversation with them but thankfully e 'ice' between us melt and we started laughing and joking away. they are nice ppl la. haha. however, there is still an inevitable gap between us la. bi jing i know them only for 1 day nia. 一次生,两次熟. maybe this proverb is true. lets see how tml ba. and hor, tat male supervisor reali SUCK to e core la. i reali hate him la! PUI! see me newbie dan bully me. say wat, when nth to do oso muz act gt thing to do. wat kind of logic is that huh?! si ba gong! curse u till u die ah. u xiao xin yi dian. argh.

haiyo so tired. e work isnt gd to do at all. gotta stand all e way. my back is breaking soon. so sians. tml another long day to go. duno how long can i withstand this. at e same time shun bian train my determination oso. wahaha. gotta slp.... zzz.. nitexx.

2007-02-22T11:23:00.000-08:00

today is a tiring day. got awaken by my brother early in e morning. at 5am plus. wth. always opened my door and nv close it. pui. stupid bro. dan when i finally gt back to slp again, my another bro smacked e cupboard in my room so hard tat i gt awoken again. wth. cannot let me hav a gd sleep right. irritatin bros. having bros is no gd k. pui!

anw, today went to job seeking with hazel. my mother suggested imm so we went there lo. actually wanted to try 'shi lin' one. but e aunties said the boss only come at 5pm. sot de. we arrived there at 12 plus lo. expect us to wait for 5 hrs. over our dead body! dan we went around asking for jobs. we tried 'sweet talk' but tat auntie sais they only hiring one more helper to cook pearls. coz they already hired enuf part-timers liaoz. i recognise those girls working there are from SP too coz one of them is frm my pri sch. they are damn xia lan. er xing~!
dan we asked ard lo. but to no avail. then, we tried our so-called last hope which is Baleno. heng heng the person said they are hiring. coz some workers are quiting in march so they have vacancies. woo hoo. so happy. and we on e spot interview since e manager is there. so lucky ah. dan we got e job straight away! haha. $5.50/hr. can consider not bad le. only bad thing is we will be workin separately. me at clementi, hazel at imm. sians. but think clementi tat outlet oso not much sales one la. hopefully it will be a relaxin job. haha. i will be working full time until sch reopens and maybe continue as a part-timer after tat, working only on one weekday and weekends.

my bro says it will be tough if to cope with studies and work at e same time. but i think otherwise. keepin myself busy is a good thing. dan i wont think too much. i must live my life to e fullest for now. cnt waste my youth away. i wana learn alot of things. veri ambitious right. but it is e only way to keep myself busy. hopefully 3 yrs will pass in a blink of eye. gd nitex. wish me gd luck for my first day at work tml..=)

2007-02-21T20:45:00.000-08:00

ytd watched finished another drama series ''wei xiao pasta''. the famous quote in e show is ''只要笑一笑, everything will be fine''. is this true? this show has a happy ending. a happy ending. this phrase is veri contradicting. if it is a ending, how would it be a happy one? to re-phrase it, the famous ending frm e fairy tales, thus we shud use 'happily ever after' instead. why everything has an ending. a happy ending, a sad ending. is there any difference? i doubt there is any. often, ending ended in tears.not in laughters. somehow we have to face it, nt run away frm it. need alot of courage to face life again, but we have to carry on with life.
ppl reading this post will be wondering why am i postin all these. e reason is. i am utterly sad now. reali sad. some things will just happened uncontrollably. maybe it is e best solution ba. for me, i will keep myself busy in order not to think too much. wish u r happy. i will wait for u de. u have my words.

2007-02-14T23:06:00.000-08:00

tired tired tireds. recently like easily jiu tired. like lao ah po's body. yea, think wo lao le! haha.

hmm, after almost one whole week of quarrelling, ytd nite was e veri 1st day we didn quarrel le. finally and hopefully this 'nightmare' is over. today went to meet ah du. didn make any plan so we just met and i pei him eat lor. we ate pepper lunch. and andersen's ice-cream. wahaha. ah du owe me de! i delibrately ordered e more expensive one which is e sundae consisting of 3 scoops of ice-cream. hoho. dan ah du reluctantly paid. BLEAH. beat me la. =P=P dan tat auntie said today de ice cream surely tasted different de. coz it is qing ren jie mah! wahaha. it reali does taste nicer than before i guess? =D

this year's valentine. ah du gave me a pair of mickey&minnie. they are actually made out of pieces of puzzle. hee so sweet of ah du. super cute de! below is a pic of them:

CUTE BA!

anw. wish all the lovebirds out there a happy valentine. hee. wish everyone can be happy.

2007-02-12T23:10:00.000-08:00

whenever ppl possess something, they will never cherish them. once they lost e thing, they will be brooding over it. why is human nature like this? wats the point of doing anything now? i will only be laughed at. maybe life is like that de ba. haiz. sob.

i just wana be myself. i don wana live for others. had to force a smile when im unhappy? had to laugh when i don feel like to. all i did is hoping to please everyone ard me. am i wrong?!!!!!!!

2007-02-09T17:26:00.000-08:00

WOO HOO! I GOT C6 FOR MY ENGLISH! I PASSED MY PAPER! YEAHS!!!! *cheers!* =D
so happy. today is the so-called last day of my year 1. haha. today last paper. took abt 1 hr to complete a 2 hr paper. actually it was not easy but my concept is tat if u duno means duno.don nid bother to think n think de. hee.

appear like so happy.. but actually alot of things still have to sort out de. my life is in a big big mess. everything is against me. haiz. . . .

2007-02-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

there's a reason behind everything. similarly, everything that i do..will always have a reason behind it.

feel so gloomy recently. i guess this period of time is of the darker days in my life ba.. i need support, not i give support to others. i need something in return. i don wana keep giving, yet get nth in return. so so disheartened. everything seems so meaningless. so tired of everything. let me get to sleep, hopefully i don need to wake up again.

2007-02-05T21:31:00.000-08:00

the time now is 915pm. now showin channel 8 'the peak' de last episode. but don feel like watchin coz missed out quite alot le.

anyway had my java exam today. met up with cy n grace in e morning. found out tat the exam actually no mcq so which means e mcqs which i copied frm e quizes at blackboard are all a waste of my effort. sians. dan i copied the ans frm e revision paper onto the textbk coz notes were nt allowed. dan bia all way coz there wasnt much time left. heng heng managed to copy finish lo. hee. dan the qns in e exam paper was all quite similar to the revison paper de. but hor.. i don think i will score well. but hopefully a pass. don let me repeat my module! hee.
after tat went to imm find cy, ys and wt. ate long john silver after tat. dan went to walk ard at giant. dan after a while i jiu go home le. bid farewell le dan realised i did not have enough coins to take bus hm. sian 1/2. dan lazy walk to je stn take mrt coz frm cg stn to my hse oso veri far. dan in e end i walked home lor.

on e way hm, i think alot.. duno why nowadays have alot of feelings and thoughts. tat explains why i kept venting my temper these days. i don think this is an appropriate place to say so i shall not elaborate le.. haiz. hao ji mo.

2007-02-02T07:31:00.000-08:00

haha. tml is ah du bday.. made for him a motorcycle tamiya model for him. spent one week of night time to complete it. its my 1st time seeing and touchin a model like this. and im so proud of myself tat i completed it all on my own. *cheers!*^.-

below is a pic of it:

chio ba. haha. hope ah du like it coz if not for him, i would have give up long ago. haha. today went with ah du to Seasons Reasons . i find the food veri yummy but ah du said he found it ok-ok nia. haha. spent $60+ lo. hehe. after tat went gai gai lo. went walk walk ard city link and he bought a cap at flash&splash. veri nice. haha. dan here walk walk there walk walk jiu walk to marina square.. went to see clothes but nth caught my eye except for a shirt. but e material of e shirt CMI so did not buy. went to tinkertoes to buy my shoe. pointed de. quite nice. after tat nowhere to go so we went town walk walk. went to heeren and ah du bought the fourskin's slipper for me. yeah so happi. haha. the slipper veri shu fu...=D

ah du wana buy crumpler de bag. i find it too common. and we bo liao go count e number of crumpler bag we saw on e streets. haha. 20 crumpler bags in a less dan 1 hr journey. conclusion is-crumpler bag is TOO common le! everybody's carrying it!lol.

2007-02-01T21:42:00.000-08:00

yesterday i did a good deed. haha. someone trapped in e lift of my block.. i happened to be on e way home after buyin some groceries on behalf of my mum. so when i reached home i called e lift emergency hotline. wahaha.

when i was packin my table ytd, there was this bus ticket which is blue in colour lyin on top of a big stack of notes. i did not notice its presence at all. and after tat i recalled tat e ticket belonged to me. haha. blue in colour wor.. its e 1st time i see this!

anw had my maths test today. i find it okok la. can pass but i think wont score well. my aim is A! but don think can get la. sian wor.

so look forward to tml........ ^-^

2007-01-28T23:35:00.000-08:00

just changed my blogskin. but i prefer my previous one. lazy to change back so i will stay with this. haha.

just heard over the news tat a taiwan actress-xu wei lun had passed away this evening. i was so sad but i managed to hold back my tears. she was only 28 yr old! she went into coma after a car accident the day before ytd. omg.n she was so chio lor.. haiz. reali wasted sia. my mum said tat deaths and births are all fated de..no one can escape from fate. such thing like fate reali do exists? i have my doubts but at e same time i believe in it too.. haiz. why like tat....? life is so fragile..

don wana talk abt sad stuffs liaoz. ytd went to orchard with grace, aizhen n mary.. it was a hilarious day n we laughed all the way there. duno watz so funny lor. haha. laughed till veri hungry dan we ate wanton mee at heeren. so nice. haha. went to shop ard more for wenting's bday after tat. in e end, bought a pair of slipper from litmus for wenting..the price is confidential. wahaha. walked so much but bought nth for myself. regretted so much tat i didn buy tat shirt frm heeren.. gonna buy it the nx time i go there.. hee.

hmm. i go see my wei xiao pasta liaoz. gd nitex..~^-^

2007-01-26T11:32:00.000-08:00

why everyday so tired ah. once night falls jiu no more energy le.. today woke up at 12 dan went to sch..thought will get back our gems test paper but e tcher havent mark finish.. only 8 ppl went. haha. i am model student i know. dan the tcher released us half an hr later. the time was still early thus went to jp with cy. when waitin for train met yeow ching n andy again.. coz when on e way to sch met them liaoz. they muz be tailing us! haha. dan we saico them go jp oso. haha. in e end all went to jp. and they wana go sinapore pool. coz they wanted to bet on comin soccer matches. haiyo so young jiu like that. haha. actually i oso wana bet.. but too bad i forgot to bring cash out today.. haha..=P after a while johnson came dan we went to play pool lor. haha. today i was on form.. so happi. me n cy VS yc n andy. me n cy won all e 3 rounds. wahaha. actually we tyco one. coz they every round de last ball(black ball) always hit into wrong hole. so we won lor. haha. i know win de bu guang rong but who cares.. haha. we won we won!=D

after tat went to meet ah du lor. pei him go do facial. haha. im such a gd gf.. haha. and chris thought i'm hazel. wahaha. long story. lazy elaborate.. haha. after e facial went to eat dinner lor.. haha. went home jiu nth much le.. lazy write le. i go make my model le.. hehe. gd nitexx!

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AI ZHEN!

2007-01-23T21:46:00.000-08:00

today is another tiring day for me. so tired. can u believe tat im dozing off now..at 9:27pm!! so long didn have e urge to sleep liao.ytd nite was a reali good night for me coz i havent been slpin well for e past 2 months. it wasnt gd feelin when u r tired yet not able to sleep. may tat feelin not come back to me again.ever.

went to dcs tutorial in e morning. only 6 ppl turned up. yea n miracally- im one of these guai kias.. haha. dan after that ben lai wana meet paul lee for interview at 11 de. but aihui woke up late again.thus we waited for her til 12 lor. who knows once again he was not in his room when we walked all e way to T10! so far lor. he reali is pig la. muz go for lunch so punctually meh. dan our CD lecturer past by us and told us tat paul lee will only return at 1. dan bo bians~ we leave a note sayin we wil back for e interview at 3.

dan me and hazel went to marina square lor. went to buy ah du de present. glad tat i bought it coz it is damn nice. hope e model is wat ah du likes ba. dan we went for lunch at breeks. quite yummy n cheap oso. $12 each for each of us for a set meal+side dish of waffle fries.
by e time it was already 2plus so we went back to sch lor.. aihui did not went with us so we met up at sch at 3. but when we reached she was not there yet so we waited for her again lor. wahaha. so slow ah her. after tat dan went for e interview. waited for paul lee for 30 mins n finally he came back. had my interview. wasnt a gd one. coz i couldn ans any of his qns. wat is arar wat is exceptions blah blah blah. wth. i duno wat he tokin la. so i just said i don know. hope he moderate lor...coz 10 credits leh! i don wana fail!

after tat went to find cy n grace. was going to SAA to sign up for e holiday programmes de. dan turned out we need to fork out cash first, dan lata they will return us the full amt from our edusave. wth. cash of $100+. where to find. recently had alot of cash flow problems. was reali sick of it. i wana work i wana work!!
now felt relieved tat i have settled all my projects liaoz. now only thing left is my dcs lab quiz which is on thurs. faster come faster over. dan i can concentrate on preparin my examz liaoz.

so tired. duno why i'm so moody now. showed my temper and black face to my family whenever they speak to me. please don come fan me. stay far far away from me. anything tml dan say. i don wan think abt anything now. nitex.

2007-01-22T00:28:00.000-08:00

woke up this morning with a bad headache. so bad that i felt nauseous and wana vomit. all thanks to all e nightmares huh. either i couldnt slp at all or i gt nightmares when i slept. wth. my dark circles are gettin more outstanding le! arghh. my mother even asked me why i have blue black under my eyes. argh. im always veri clumsy de.so she thought tat i fell down again. waliao. haiz.

ate lunch le. jiu nua there cnt move. head too pain le! dan just slack and watch tv lor. thank goodness tat my hse still have panadol.or else think i RIP le. haha. choi~! for e whole day i'm so lazy to move la. dan mother came back..i veri filial de mah..so i pulled myself up to help her to cook dinner lor.. dan nth much le. just nw watch the xiao yu-er & hua wu que. sian sia. coz today hua wu que did not appear. 2 hr de show oso didn appear. waliao. wasted my time watchin. wahaha.

after that went to do my final touch up on my oc powerpt coz havin presentation tml. duno why this time round i'm nt nervous.. haha. maybe tml i will bah.. just finished doing it and java de. copied frm cheong leng and i am so glad tat the program can run properly. haha. tml will be a busy day. mornin have oc dan after tat nid find paul lee for java. after tat nid go T21 submit form for foreign language module. yea, i'm gonna learn either japanese or korean. hope tat there is still seats available for me and hazel. haha. dan after tat nid wait cy to go SAA there apply for the holiday programmes. took up 3, coz over $50 dan can use edusave pay. haha. after tat going meet ah du. yeah so look forward. nth le. i go watch soccer now. man u vs arsenal! man u muz win muz win! =D nitex nitex.

2007-01-20T00:21:00.000-08:00

wat a tiring day....*yawns*

went to sch for java today. by right need to hand in e vending machine assignment by today de. borrowed from cy e solutions but turned out the thing cnt work properly coz it is incomplete.. so in e end the 3 of us didn pass up. think e other 2 gals oso didn hand in. wahaha. and hor, tat paul lee veri qian bian!! he said if we wana hand in next mon, he would deduct 10 marks from each of us. wabiangs~! so niao! last sem he wont like tat de lor.. think he too angry with us coz no one of us gt listen to his lesson. HA HA.

dan after java i meet up with cy for gems lor. not hungry thus skipped lunch. dan nowhere to go so went to the staircase outside the classroom to revise for our test lor. haha. since it was a open-book test so we slacked lor..=P hmm. i find the test quite easy coz we just need to transfer everything from the notes to e qns paper.. haha. sure pass de! i recommend this gems to those who have not take real estate marketin coz this module veri slack! coz no presentation. =D

dan after that ben lai wana go wisma atria de. coz pei cy go interview at moshi moshi. in e end i mixed up wisma with millenia walk. wth rt. wahaha. dan cy stupid stupid followed me there. dan in the end we walked until suntec dan found out smth is amiss. haha. we veri e blur. so we walked all e way back to city hall n took train to orchard stn. haha. used up nearly 2 hr. wth. think inly will happened to us. haha. no sense of direction is not my fault. nah, im born with it. bleah! haha.

dan after tat went to je de recruit express to apply for job. bang seh hazel i feel so bad. wana called her along but she went to mount e with aihui. so bo bian lor. we walked to jtc dan realised recruit express changed venue to cpf buildin liaoz. so we walked there lor. walked so much sia. dan we went up n filled up e application form. hopefully there's job, but my bf said tat the agency not gd de. duno leh. when e person called me dan see how lor. think wont have de la. haiz. now still in search of jobs. i wana take up 2 jobs. coz can earn more $$. haha. i know i veri money-minded la. but $ is veri important lor. do or buy anything oso need $. without it, u wont be happy n satisfied.

Have a saving if $2000 in my bank<- this is my new aim for life. wahaha.

after so long a day, went home oso cnt rest. coz need pei my mother go paya lebar for a dinner. paya lebar leh! wabiangs. gd thing is we took taxi there. can relax on the journey there or else i sure die of exhaustion!

hmm. just reached home a hr ago. so tired. my bed my pillow my bolster....我来也!! 晚安.....

2007-01-16T01:28:00.001-08:00

whoo. its 1am now. and im bloggin at this time..wahaha. my wireless gt prob and just gt connected. haha. yeah..after a couple of days of depression, im now back to my normal self. yeah. so happi. keep smiling dan is me mahs. haha.

today did nth much eh. in e mornin hazel came to my bus stop so we went to sch together. bet she muz hav been missin me too much la. wahaha. don deny!=P hmm. dan went to sch for oc lor. today i need not do my presentation..so i just sat down there see the others present lor. haha shiok. but nx week is my turn liao.. scary scary. haha. today completed our CD presentation.at last. dan tcher said nx week we don nid to attend anymore CD classes liao. woohooo shiok~! dan for maths think is revision nia. so i don think need to go. yeah yeah. but hor. don happy so early. coz i still have PBL, java, oc, and gems proj to settle 1st. for PBL, hopefully hazel will complete it la. aiya, with my answers all sure correct de la. HAHA. for java, think tml gettin frm cy or grace.they r my saviours or else i sure die! for oc, i will settle my script by this fri. for gems, hopefully cy did it. haha. lazy to ask coz lazy to do.. =P

anw, jiawen gave me a bag today. haha. so de nice of her. she bought it from hong kong! haha. xie xie wor! haha. ah du finally passed me the chocolates liaoz. owed me for so long! haha. but the waitin time is worth it coz the chocolates are simply delicious. yummy yummy. hehe. a pic of it below,

hmm. tml going for morn de DCS. coz to take attendance. gt a warnin letter liao. cnt pon le! so sad. haha. sian ah. tml de com hardware gt lab test and lab quiz. argh. endless of work to do and prepare. wth. but wish tml de 3pm faster come. coz i going do facial..! yeah yeah. my pretty face will become prettier.. hohoho. kkz late liao. gotta slp! nitexx. -.-Zz

2007-01-14T01:57:00.000-08:00

how are u. reali reali hope tat u r ok. haiz. muz have confidence in yourself. maybe other ppl don care but i care. i reali do.

haiz. why things turn out to be like tat all of a sudden.? i reali bu ming bai. i reali feel veri angry.. not angry with u but just angry tat i'm so useless. wat have i done wrong again. i reali duno. can anyone tell me scold me or anything.or just pour a pail of cold water over me. wake me up from my world of sorrows. i wana wake up. i don wana be unhappy but i cant help it. i don wana pretend. i just wana be myself. haiz. im feelin so unwell now. feel like vomitin. argh. bad luck all come to me ba. i'm not afraid of u. haiz. i don wana go to school. i wana be alone.

2007-01-12T11:53:00.000-08:00

i really cannot understand. i don understand. i don wan to understand. wat happened to u i duno. i really duno. can u tell me ur feelings ? im most willing to lend u my listenin ear. but sadly u kept everythng to urself, leaving me alone to struggle with e confusion of my own thoughts. i ignored u not tat i am angry, but sad. tons of question marks flooded my mind. i duno wat happened. im so confused so sad so desperate for an answer. but the ironic thing is i don wana ask. i wana be in my own world. i wana be alone. im so bloody hell sad. felt like cryin but no tears come out. this is e worse feelin i guess. let me sort out my thoughts. hope tml will be a better day. 琪琪加油. haiz.

2007-01-08T11:51:00.000-08:00

today went to makan roti prata with hazel in the morning. yeah yummy mr prata. its milo dinosaur is veri nice. wahaha. after eatin, as the time was stil early, we went to walk around clementi lor. the shops there can say walk until sian liao.. but guess wat.we actually spent 1 and a half hr making rounds there. haha. here see see there see see.time will pass veri quickly..

after that went back to sch for maths lecture & tutorial.. now dan realise actually tat lao ah ma lecturer actually not bad de. quite care abt us.. haha. 路遥知马力, 日久见人心.. now dan know the meanin behind this phrase.. hmm. thought today will nid to present our CD de. who knows tat stupid group presented for so long. so ours postponed to nx week. haha. my OC presentation oso postponed to the week after nx week. yeah. still have 2 more weeks to work on it. =D

2007-01-08T00:00:00.000-08:00

today is the end of vacation. which means we gotta go back to sch tml.. haiz. SIANS.. tml is black monday. i hate monday! oh yeah.since tml is a mock presentation so decided to pon OC coz i'm not well prepared for the presentation. swore to myself to get the speech text ready by next fri. muz muz do well! haha..so tml going clementi with hazel for roti prata.. yummylicious. yeah.. haha.

hmm. just finished my part on maths PBL. haha. but nt sure correct or not coz the steps are so god damn tedious. bloody hell maths. and we will be havin tml de math tutorial with another class coz my tutor went for re-service.. so poor thing huh. but we more poor thing. tat lao ah ma de lesson super de boring sia. haha. but heck la don care.. haiz this few days the mood a bit not gd. think my menses play a part oso. made my mood to the lowest.. have been so depressed. some things are better not to know. if i know will become like that, i's rather choose not to know. or else u will keep broodin over it. haiz suan le since it is over.....

went to bugis with cy on friday.. pei her go there sell bks. dan walk to bras pasar(duno how to spell) there find one bk store. haha. guess wat.. one bk only sell for 10 to 20 cents. is super de cheap.. but she still sold all the bks..in e end gt ard $5 plus. haha. dan we walked around a while jiu go back bugis junction there.. haha. dan we duno wat to eat dan in e end decided to eat ice monster lor. dan on e way there coz shun lu so went to temple bai bai. hee. hope everything went smoothly for me & my love ones. dan after eatin went back to bugis junction there do some shopping.. wish everyday can be so happi.. =D

k ba. quite late le. tatz all.. gd nitexx. wish ah du can be happi.

2007-01-04T02:42:00.000-08:00

yox..lets welcome 2007!! hahax. im veri positive abt this year coz last yr was a bad one. haha. so all the bad things will remain with tat bloody hell 2006 and gd things will follow me to this year. haha. gd things come come, i treat u eat gum gum..! wahahas.. [lame]

today is a good day coz it is the 3rd of e month. nvm the time tat it is past 12 now. haha. today is the 22th anniversary le. hoho. im so lookin forward to 3rd of march now.. so happi! haha. anyway i come my period today.. so de happi. 1st time so accurate. haha haha.

after rottin at home for exactly 11 days, i finally went out with my bf ytd. haha. we went to watch deathnote!! haha. finally i watched it!yeah it is so nice.=D hmm still have a couple of movies wanting to watch in mind.. but don think have e time lor.. haha. coz nid to rush all e assignments or else confirm mati.. suay suay 3 projs need to hand in on the first day of sch reopen. bloody hell black monday. haha. just finish my oc proj. felt like a pile of stones lifted off my shoulder. yeah!=D

haha.. ytd just finish watchin a korean drama.. thumbs up for the show! the show name is "My Girl".. damn nice damn nice damn nice!!! same standard with "goong".. except tat the male lead is much more suai!! HAHA. ahhh. i missed the show so much.. reali don wan the show to end.. so sad ah. but anything tat have a start will have an end. haiyo... wish it has a 2nd series for it. like goong. heard tat the producers are plannin to film a 2nd series with the same actors and actresses.. but we will have to wait for veri long. coz now they filmin e male version of goong..and seVen is the male lead. haha. he also veri suai! haha.. but the selected female leads simply sucks..

WA! i didn realise the time now is so late le! gotta slp le.. or else pimples will come find me again.. gd nitexx! muacks ah du!^.^

2006-12-29T23:35:00.000-08:00

i have been at home for one whole week.. its a gd chance for me to take a rest coz i know if the term starts, i wont have e time to slack. endless of projects waitin to complete, my OC powerpt presentation is halfway done, PBL, CD, java proj & blah blah blah... so many things to do. hais. *bored* deathnote II is launched. wana go see so much..life is so borin at hm. but no one is free. sian. any kind soul out there wana acc me watch it? jk.

anyway, time flies. in a blink of eye, a brand new yr is awaitin us.. 2007. i rmb during sec sch days, when writing the date, i would always forget to replace the old yr with e new yr. hahas. i bet many of us would have experienced that before. even till nw right! lol. suddenly have so many thoughts and feelings. bad ones, good ones.. in a yr, many changes will take place. haiz. sui yue bu liu ren. next yr i'll be 18 le!so unbelievable. haha. izit reali human nature tat whenever we possess smth we wont treasure it.once we lose it, regrets will befall us. wth. give me back my youth..!

nv been to countdown before. duno when dan i have e chance to do it.. sians. feel like celebratin leh.. but i think no one would be free ba.. dots. nth more to say.. nitexx.

2006-12-23T01:30:00.000-08:00

211206

Ytd went out with my bf to celebrate x'mas. we know it was still early, but we delibrately chose to celebrate x'mas ytd to avoid crowds..

Initially planned to have our lunch at heeren's sakae sushi.. but did not coz tat there did not have a lunch buffet and the coming teatime buffet was from 3-6 i suppose? wat a lousy arrangement of time. so we headed to village which is located at heeren de basement.. to be honest, i have nv notice the existence of this restaurant..wahaha. but anyway, we went in to eat. ordered 4 plates of food. 2 course+2 side. i find e food okok only but it was quite exx wors. not worth it! hee.

What a spread! lol.

after that went to cineleisure for a movie. too many movies to chooose from le. actually he wanted to watch night at e museum.but i don wan..coz i duno wat is e story..so at last i chose curse of e golden flower lor, since everybody is watching mahs.. hehe. but i REGRETTED! it was one of the lousiest movie i've eva seen. e only interesting thing was when e movie was showin some serious scenes, u can hear laughters frm the audience one..lol so funny. i admit i was one of them la. reali couldnt control coz jay's expressions were extremely funny.. wahahas..=p

hmm.next we proceed to taka to collect cake. we were lucky nt to get drenched coz of e rainy weather. to celebrate xmas CUM my b'dae, my bf ordered my fave choco cake from a bakery shop name Rive Gauche. so sweet of him! (muackss.!)

as there was no empty seats there so we decided to go to vivo, hoping to find empty seats there. thank goddess that it was not raining so we settled down on one e empty benches located at level 3. haha. we did the craziest thing that a couple would eva do. my bf held the cake with all the passerbys staring in amazement towards our direction. as we only managed to get a plastic spoon, i feed my bf. hehe. so sweet rt. we knew it was embarrassin but who cares. most importantly is the happiness in us. lol. a family passed by us and my bf overheard the father tellin his wife "wa.... so romantic..~".. hahas.

yummylicious~=D

after eating half of e cake, we announced it was half-time. haha.. sometimes yummy stuffs are best not to be eaten alot. haha. as the sky was gradually turning black, we loitered ard the foodcourt in search of a empty seats. but to no avail. halfway thru, the cake tat i was holding on to dropped on the floor as the paper bag splitted open. dan without to say, the cake was smashed. sadded. my cake is gone! actually wana eat one.. but as e spoon is gone, veri unwillingly i parted with it.

a last pic of it..=(

i admit tat the night scenery of vivo city is beautiful..here are some of the picxx:

-the ultra tall x'mas tree-

hao mei li~!

some of the picxx we took frm journey start to end:

cute cute de ah du=P

yeah~

at village

at heeren

night time

-exhausted de us-

2006-12-09T00:17:00.000-08:00

time flies and today is the end of week.. hmm wat is friday to me? today is slightly different. coz today is mary's b'dae! happy birthday babe! hmm. puttin aside that, friday to me is a day when i could sleep for all i wan before i went to sch. hahas. coz can pon the java practical in the mornin. sincerely feel apologetic to paul lee. but dan..... too bad la. i tried my veri best to understand ur lessons but failed to do so. so sorri wors. hehe.

so, just went for gems today. interesting lesson we had today. lucky i did nt pon.. haha. the lecturer told us the formation and concept of vivo city. so style lor. any shop who wanted to be located there muz be of a veri different concept which gave ppl a brand new feeling. like giordana, if u have been there before and if u took a closer look, u will notice how it differs from the other outlets in other shoppin centres. haha. popular have wanted to open a shop there, but kena rejected coz it could not give a different concept of its style. hahas.

after gems..my group of 6 went all e way to aljunied. for wat leh? we went there to find a social centre calls Kampung Senang for volunteery work. coz we need 10-hr community service for our Character Development module. actually don need so rush do one. coz of hazel lor.. coz she going to m'sia soon so gotta hurry lor.... haha~ so ma fan la her..=P ended up we went there to hear abt the formation of the centre and familiarise ourselves with the place. hmm. gotta work at expo in the followin weekends coz they setting booth there.. so far wors. but nvm. im veri familiar with tat place coz worked there several times le. lol. dan we were treated some organic apples and took a few humourous photos before we went off. haha. by that time it was some time before 7 bah. so went to tiong bahru with hazel for dinner.. ended up we walked rounds before settling on mos burger to eat. haha. tried its latest un-kar-kae salmond burger.. so oiishii lor.. haha.. so the YUMMY! dan went home after that lor..

wat a tiring day..... but don feel like slpin coz tml don nid to wake up early! lol. yeah.^.^v

2006-12-03T22:38:00.000-08:00

today is 3rd dec. hahas. so today is a veri good day.. ppl who know me well shud noe why.. hahas.

hmm. but sian. coz today gotta stay at hm.cannot go with my bf.. *sad* but nvm.. nx time sure have chance de.. heex. today woke up at 12.. as usual woke up to eat lunch lor.. or else mum will nag again.. but sian. duno why today don have the urge to sleep.. think i slept too much le ba? dan whole afternoon zuo bo. dan went to watch my jap drama lo.. hee. damn nice! dan after that went to help mum to cook and did some house chores.. im so filial today.. wahaha. hmm. tml havin OC speech test.. stressed sia. duno wat to prepare.. heck ar! somemore still have CD de presentation.. wish tml the time will pass faster.. I HATE MONDAY!!

2006-12-01T17:40:00.000-08:00

wednesday went to heeren with hazel and cy. cy went there to return comics to his fren who is working at limited ed. hmm. dan me and hazel bought a pacifier hp keychain from action city. haha. whenever it senses radiation, it will glowed in diff colours.. and it can worn as ring too! wahahas. so nice wors! hee. below is some of the images i captured when it changes light. hahax.

today went to sch just for gems. as usual, could not wake up in e morning so pon the java practical.. felt so guilty coz bang seh hazel alone. so sorri but i know she wont mind de.=D after gems as it was still early i went to je with cy. dan heng heng met hazel on the way out of the mrt station.. haha. she hor, so ai mei.. went to tiong bahru for pedicure.. haha.. ACTUALLY wana accompany her to eat one.. but she say don wan de.. haha. her appetite is veri veri big one. haha. duno where all the food went to.. why she wont fat one. NT FAIR. hee.=P

when on the bus back home, met my primary sch gd fren. my lao peng you. haha.. i think it has been almost 1 yr never get to see her liao.. haha.. im veri happi. haha. BUT..duno why i felt awkward when talking to her.. like stranger like that. i guess this feeling is normal ba..? here comes the old phrase, time reali changes everything..

just changed this blogskin.. haha. cannot reali find a blogskin i wan.. but i wan something new tatz why i changed it. not so nice rt. but nvm..anything tat belongs to me will become nice de! hehehe.. *cheers!*=D

2006-11-27T22:59:00.000-08:00

hello. so glad that today is going to end soon.. woke up early in the mornin at 615 to get myself ready for today's presentation. its been nearly a year since i woke up when the sky was still dark. duno why, i felt a sense of emptiness in me.i guessed e dark sky reminded me of sec sch which i miss badly ba.. dots.

hmm. due to laziness and reluctant-ness to force ourselves to take public transport with our formal wear, i took a cab with hazel and aihui to sch.. hoho. we were the first group presenting. we were all freaking nervous and freezing cold.. bloody hell e air-con la. haha. hazel was the first presenter frm our group. i can say that she was veri veri zai lor.. so stable and calm at e BEGINNING. haha. duno why at e last slide lost her form.. haha!=P but i think if is me i would be stumbling like crazy la. haha. when it was finally my turn, it was quite malu. coz i was trembling and facing the slides a bit too much. and tat bloody hell video recorder could not take a gd shot of my PRETTY face ba. haha. and ms ow was like making a alot of hand gestures to me. luckily, it lasted only a few secs or think i will die of embarrassment. haha. i kept staring at the video camera and the audience while i was into my own world.. haha. i was sprouting out watever shit that i have memorised. haha. heng heng i only missed out a few points. yeah. *happi happi*=D

after that took photos with hazel they all. haha. louis veri suai today dan we took pictures with him. hahas. he took with me de picture is the most nice de! coz he smiled and looked in the camera! HAHA~ hazel and aihui don be jealous la! LOL!=P

hmm.. pon CD today.coz we did nt have the time to prepare for e movie presentation. i think less than 10 ppl went for e lesson ba.. wahahas. so sad for e lecturer. dan took cab back home with hazel.. i was now freaking tired. just did finish the com hardware assignment for tml. thx cy for lending me hers which was done by her last sem. hahas. gonna go print out my assignment le.. buaiz. nitex!

dot dot

2006-11-23T22:40:00.000-08:00

hello. today did nth much. could not wake up in the morning thus decided to skip the first com hardware lecture. hee. after 4 tired yet sleepless nights, it felt great to have a good and dreamy night. i thought i was suffering from insomnia but thankfully i was just being paranoid. haa. i guess it was my late sleeping routine that is the main culprit behind my sleepless nights. haha. i muz muz muz try my best to sleep early from now on.. Please GENTLY told me off whenever u saw me online after midnight.. xie xie..

met up with my bf in the afternoon for lunch. i ate already thus accompany him to eat. lol. i'm such a nice and noble gf. haha. but UNsurprisingly, he forced me to eat with him. ordered a plate of egg with cockles with me. is that called cockles? im nt sure. haha. i have always been avoiding this dish since the 1st time i ate it which was simply awful~ to my surprise, the dish turned out to be yummy. nt bad. but i hate e sticky black thingy. but i will TRY to like it coz i don wana be like another guy who also hates it. i hate that guy, tatz why. haha. dan after that went to a pavilion nearby to chit chat. actually, im the listener and my bf is the speaker. lol. so many 'stories' to hear.. so interesting wors. haha. his frens reali superb adventurous la. next time update me more!! hehe.

Just completed my part of the powerpt presentation on e coming mon. hopefully my effort will paid off.. haiyo. so damn stressed up with sch work nowadays. have plenty of assignments to rush for. ARGH. endless sia~

hopefully everything went off smoothly for me.& oso to my grop members. haha. next week faster end ba. dan i can get rid of my formal wear. i look super matured la. although my bf says i look nice in my formal outfit. hee..xie xie ah du. but a pity that u wont have a chance to see me in person wearin it. haha..

p.s. Happy be-early birthday to my dearest shan quan!=D

2006-11-22T11:15:00.000-08:00

17th November 2006

On that day, we went to marina south for steamboat. lol. It had been so long since the 9 of us gathered together for a meal le. Recalling back, it was grad nite when the 9 of us last met for a gathering. In a blink of eye, it has been nearly a year le! haha.
Anyway, we were celebrating for Jiawen's birthday. haha. Had a great and fun time there.. I was so glad that everyone remains the same. haha. In fact, they've become more humorous. haha. We laughed throughout the journey to and fro. So so funny la. lol. I feel very happy when with them. I can be myself and need not care to maintain my image. HAHA.

But the spoiler of the day was my mum! She still treats me like a small kid. WTH. I was so bloody hell angry with her. shiit her. Irritating mother and family. hais. forget it.

Yesterday

Went to Acer in the morning. Missed the IBP bus thus decided to walk there. It was damn far and i think i spent ard 20 mins walking to and fro under the scorching sun. I'm so GRATEFUL to the sun which turned my skin into a darker tone. 5 mins of sun can turn me dark but i need a few months to whiten my skin. Wth. Forget it. Just feel glad that my laptop is ok nw. now it is like a brand new com to me. haha.

but i just duno how to persuade my brother. he is damn stubborn and convinced that once a com went for repair, it is considered a spoiled com. So what if u paid for the laptop? wat kind of logic is that? sickenin bro! to think that i walked all e way to acer la. nv appreciate jiu suan le. still accused me that im e one who spoiled the laptop. wth! how to prevent virus u tell me la! somemore so budget. did not even wana buy an anti-virus software. dan expect me to download. Of coz after the one-month trail, all the sickening virus will come attack the com la. stupid idiotic sia. u think if the sch did nt need a laptop, i will use YOUR laptop meh.. who xi han. idiotic bloody hell family.! arghh.

2006-11-16T00:02:00.000-08:00

hello. long time no blog le.. hee. i bet everyone misses me rt! okok please don deny! LOL.. hmm. this few days quite alot of things took place.. haha. mostly was happy stuffs. hee.
the day before yesterday went to meet my bf for lunch.. once again we went to imm..and once again we went to eat pepper lunch.. we did e same procedure last week=X haha. but i enjoyed e meal coz i like pepper! and moreover, unbelievably i'm realising that i like CORN more & more le.. lol. to think that i have neglected the presence of corn for e past 17 years. wat a waste eh! haha.

yesterday went to find my bf again.. coz gonna take a converse jacket which he bought for me. he oso bought one of a diff colour for himself. which is to say, we both own a similar design of jacket.. hahaha. so loving rt.. =P im so so happi la! its been quite long since my bf bought something for me le.. hee. so im gonna treasure this jacket as if it is my LIFE. HAHA.

today hazel gave me a keychain which i think she bought it when she went to genting.. its design is a cute little pink pig.. its veri veri cute. and inside it it has a wood-like thing which is written ' si han ' and ' wei qi'.. haha.. it is so sweet of her! thanks so much! (i love you, hazel darling!^.^)

hmm. anyway had my mathematics(b) paper today.. i find the paper okok. i managed to do every questions.. twice. haha. i had more than enough time mahz. so the second time i did it was to check for careless mistakes.. hopefully i can score well for this module..coz it is the only module that im confident of..
just revised for the friday data com paper.. there's like endless of stuffs to study for this module la.. endless de.. haiz. nvm. now de-stress first.. tml start my revision again.. i muz jia you jia you! haha.. i going see my jap show le.. buaizz..gd nitexx.

2006-11-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

today went to kusu island with cy and ys. lol. it was a troublesome trip there, coz we have to take mrt to marina bay and took bus 402 before reachin our destination-which was the pier. but thankfully, it was considered a smooth trip there la. haha. after we went to offer our prayers, we went to vivo city. haha. it is an eye-opener for me. i think that it is veri impressive. *clap clap* haha. now dan realised that actually singapore isnt that small though. haha. despite e fact that we lost our way a couple of times, we had a fun time there. haha. and there was this indian child hugging my thighs like my thighs appeared to be pillow to him. LOL. so cute la. small kids are so fun to be with.. haha. though i dislike indians, but i wont bear grudges with small kids de. hmm. the shops there r kind of branded la. and as we did nt have much cash, we went window shoppin.. haa. but in e end, i managed to buy some chocolates from chocolate empire. hee. yummy yummy.. though all taste quite similar.

i going slp le. suddenly no mood. stupid idiotic moronic sickenin fat brother. gnd la. wth. shiit you la..

2006-11-02T14:47:00.000-08:00

haha.. yesterday ended sch early.. ard 12 ba. hee. dan accompany cy they all to min-koo salon for a haircut.. i did not cut.. hee. coz i wan my hair to grow longer.. hee. although it is already veri long liao. but not long enough! =P hmm. so sat down there see them cut lor.. dan halfway thru while cy was cuttin, 2 gals came into e salon. i did not bother to have a second look on them coz they appeared veri lian to me.. the way they dressed was reali veri lian la. so matured lor. i thought they at least are of 20+ yrs old. who knows. jiawen turned to me and said that one of e gals is huiping. OMG !! i was so stunned la! huiping?!?! she gives me de impression was that she was some guai guai girl la. wat a big transform lor! she went to extreme makeover izit. she looks so so so cao lao la! she looks like those ah lian with cigarettes packed in her pocket. seriously, i think that her image is too kua zhang. her eyebrow is too thick and unnatural..her figure isnt that gd and her back is filled with pimples, so she should not have worn that sleeveless shirt. and thou heels is now fashionable, i seriously doubt that it suits her. and her face is as big as before. with her blonde hair i guess that it will only enlarge her face. from her back view, anyone would thought that she is some tai tai going for high tea. in conclusion, she looks ugly. u can say me biased..or wateva u want to.. but those criticisms is from my heart. and this is my blog..i wana write wateva i want to.. lalala.... bleah.. =P

lets not talk abt that anymore.. hmm. anyway i saw shan quan yesterday! hoho. im like SO SO SO happy la.. its been SOoO long since we last met la. 4 months plus le? haha. i know that he's happi to see me too de. haha. nt i buay ba k. is he told me de! hehe.

hmm. saw this couple from hermann's class today. lol. they holdin hands like wat la.haha. go into classroom oso nid hold hand one meh.. waliao eh. buay tahan~ but it feels happi to see people becomin couple. love is in e air. hehe. ironically, jiawen told me that his bro had broken up with his gf. they had been together for 5 and a half year! how would someone be willing to let go of a relationship of so long.. haiz. is love so fragile? is love so vulnerable?
i dont know. but i'm sure that my bf wont do that to me de.. ^-^v

currently havin maths lecture with jiawen beside me. jiawen? lol. i intruded into her class coz i dont feel like going to my class. and that lecturer did not even notice my presence. she can gnd liao.. haha.. kkz. tats all.

my swollen eye is so painful! dots dots.......

2006-10-31T23:47:00.000-08:00

its halloween? did i spell it correctly? haha. sians~. my eyes r hurtin so much now...!! now i reali hope for any kind hearted ppl to get me a bottle of eye lotion.. arghh. but i guess that wont happened de, unless my bf is at my side now.? haiz~

hmm. today went to sch in an unwilling mood. coz i cnt reali open my eyes while on e way there. reali too sleepy le. haiz. moreover, we had a com hardware lab test plus quiz today.. wabiangs~ suay la. coz last tuesday public holiday dan quiz bo bian have to pushed forward to today. hate it most when everything are 'squeezed' on one day. thankfully, e lab test went QUITE smoothly. all thanks to e uncle helpin at e com lab.he assisted us so much worx. hee. thank you, uncle!=D but dan, in e end failed e quiz. haha. hazel, aihui & me all got 44marks each. lol. wat a coincidence rt. haha. hmm. tml hazel and aihui r going to genting le! poor me. they bang seh me! wonderin how to pass my next 3 days in sch.... wahaha. but nvm la.i'm veri understandin de. hope they enjoy themselves and had a smooth journey there. bon voyage worx. hee.

yeah. tml only need to attend a 2-hr lecture in e mornin. hopefully, going watch movie with cy. after so long, finally we r goin to watch death note.lol. yeah.. veri look forward...

2006-10-28T02:40:00.000-07:00

argh. e night's still so early for me.. but nth to do.. *sians* ah du went to sleep liaoz. no one to chat liaoz. haiyo so boring~.. currently waitin for my gokusen to finish uploadin. just managed to find it at youtube after so long..ALL THANKS to google..! haha. heard tat it was a *thumbs up* jap drama so how can i missed a gd show.. whoo~ im look forward to it.. hee.

hmm. back to today.. did not do much today.. woke up only at around 1pm ba? as usual, mother already cooked hao le so woke me up to eat. haha. sometimes i feel so xing fu..coz whenever i woke up, there would definitely be food there on the kitchen stove.. haha. dan went to watch this taiwan drama showin on channel u. pardon me for sayin this, all e actors and actresses in e show simply sucked. realli. no actin skills nvm, not shuai or chio also. wonderin wat e directors and crew thinkin sia. suan le. hmm. after tossin here n there on my parent's bed while watchin tv, i decided that my bed is far more more comfortable. so, i dragged myself to my bed. so shu fu~ haha. i slept for e next few hrs before gettin up to bath.. after dinner i went to watch tv all e way till 1am. n here am i..! writing this entry out of loneliness..... dots. woohoo! my show had finished uploadin! yeah yeah. i go watch liaoz...

gd nitexx.^-^v

2006-10-26T18:55:00.000-07:00

above is a pic of my bao bei hp.. haha. a few days back, i just added some giltters on it. listen, i did it all by myself wor! lol. veri nice rt! whoo! i'm so proud of myself.. HAHA. it just costed me $5.80 for e materials. heard that it is expensive to have it done at shops outside. over $20 at least. see how much they earn.. ..

today went to sch in e morning.. but skipped e afternoon DC tutorial n lecture. (ah du, don scold me if u saw this. i never go luan luan pao..=P ) hmm. went to je.. after eatin lunch, dan went to play arcade. haha. they like addicted with arcade recently..sot de. haha. but it was fun la.

hmm, went play pool after that. actually play until veri fun de, coz i aimed until veri accurate. hee. but dan who knows, i shoot in e black ball. so sian lor. haha. grace won until bu guang rong lor...! but managed to win her in e next round. yeah yeah. =P dan they veri lame la. stupid grace. kept scold us 'xi' .. 'xi' in eng means suck. dan kept 'xi' lai 'xi' qu. haha... superb funni la. dan i said her she xi-ker la. which means she sucker la. haha! wth. cracked so many lame jokes oso. hahaha.. i laughed until veri full sia..

hmm. tml is a short day.. yeah.

ahhh.

2006-10-23T01:00:00.000-07:00

today went to alex's funeral with aizhen. dan met up with my bf there.. haiz. wat a depressin sight. everyone appeared sad n gloomy. although they did not reali express out their sadness, but i can feel that they r actually hurtin inside them. i saw natalie's eyes were swollen. she is reali one brave girl. lost her beloved but still managed to hold back her tears in front of everyone. reali hope that she will be fine. haiz. alex, im sure tat u will always stay in our heart de. rest in peace!

o ya! i've a story to tell.!
on my way back, i boarded bus 99. as the double-decked bus was quite empty so i sat one e lower deck. as everyone shud know, there's this two rolls of seats facing each other.. i sat on one of them. there was no one at tat pt of e time. after several stops, there was this indian man whom sat somewhere opposite frm where i was sittin. frm e way he sat, i can tell tat he was drunk. he slammed himself down on e seats. after that, i felt veri uncomfortable. n felt that a pair of eyes was starin at me. at first i thought tat i was just being too sensitive. but it was not! tat disgustin indian man was staring at me vicously without a blink of his pair of huge eyes! wtf, i told myself. wat am i supposed to do at that point of e time? am i suppose to stand up and move to e front seats? or to alight at e next stop and board another bus? or to approach the bus driver tellin him that i was being STARED at? wth. i reali felt so helpless at that time. while i was struggling with myself, i pretended to watch e tv mobile.. thankfully, at e next few stops, many aunties boarded the bus and filled e seats around me. but e 'staring' continued.. i decided that i shud ignore him. so i continue my pretence of watchin e tv mobile. at e next sec, guess wat?! tat indian pervert stood up with a big gesture of his hands, catchin eveybody's attention. he stood right in front of me, balancin himself by grabbin on to e pole nearest to me. and HE CONTINUE TO STARE AT ME WHILE STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! wat e bloody hell la! wat he wan?! i admit, i was shiverin in cold sweats. moreover i was afraid that if i were to alight, will he tailed me home? ahhhh....!! at that moment, all e aunties ard me was wonderin wat e heck was e indian guy doing.. i was dreadin for a 'hero' to save me.but e most suay thing was that there was no other guy on e bus. wth! this is e first time i ever felt so helpless. i reali reali feel like cryin at tat time. tat few mins was as if it took years to pass. thankfully, he alighted at e next stop with a last stare at me. phew~! i'm still alive! shiiiiit that bloody indian sicko!! if he were to lay a finger on me, i will guarantee that he will not be able to carry on his family line.and carry on for e rest of his life being a sissy..!!><

girls, heed my advice. next time suay suay if u were trapped in this type of situations, don be as afraid as me. i regretted not havin to approach the bus driver and shamed that pervert in public. this kind of man should deserve this kind of lesson. get lost la! sickos! idiotic moronic perverts!!!arghh. spoilt my day. now i still have a vivid image of that pair of eyes starin at me! AHHHH! hopefully, i wont have any nightmares tonight. gd nitexx..

haiz.

2006-10-21T01:11:00.000-07:00

earlier this morning, i was awoken up by a call at 6am. to be honest, i've had second thoughts upon pickin up e call coz it was so early. but i saw tat it was my bf, so i picked up coz think it might be smth impt. sadly, i was greeted with a shocking news. my bf's gd fren, alex, had passed away in an accident. he had lost control of his bike and banged himself real hard onto a lamp post. haiz. i was so stunned by the news that i became sober immediately. i thought i was dreaming.

haiz. though im nt veri close to him, but i had this sourish feelin tat made me wana cry. his impression to me was that he was a gd person.he was only 19. why god has to take him away at this young age?

haiz. i reali sympathise with his family..only son eh. wat a waste. haiz. and his gf too! if im in her shoes, i think i'd go mad for sure.. haiz. why like that. just hope that he will rest in peace.. i share the same thoughts as mary. this is also my first time feelin tat death is actually a veri scary thing.it can come at anytime it wants to..nobody can anticipate it & nth can stop it. haiz.life is so fragile. u can exist in this world this min, and perished frm this world the veri next sec. haiz.

listen everyone, treasure ur love ones when u can. u will never know watz gonna happen e next sec. nitexx.

2006-10-19T00:50:00.000-07:00

Shinhwa || Once In A Lifetime MV

A nice video i found. must see must listen!=D

2006-10-18T23:46:00.000-07:00

nth much happened today.. went to sch for a 2 hr lecture dan ended sch. haha. so shiok eh.. hehe. dan went to MOE after tat with cy. went to collect my entry proof for english retake. haha. so blur of me to misplace it when it is so important.. haha. hmm. went to queensway after that. went to see if there gt sell nice nice de bag ma. turned out e bags there r limited designs one. sian. waste a trip there.. haha. but nvm. dan nowhere to go so went home lor. when i reached home my mama called me to get some groceries downstairs.. dan as a filial daughter, i went.=P when i was on my way back home, i heard someone calling out a familiar "MA..!". to my surprise, it was my bao bei son, sabri calling for me.. lol. so funni!! yuan lai she's selling ice cream at my neighbourhood here. haha. with simin. haha. they together wor.. happi for them..=D dan i oso do my part as a gd 'mother'-forked out $22.30 and bought a big bag of ice creams from them. tat bag includes 6 magnums, one mini cornetto pack of 6 & one pack of 6 moo moo ice cream. lol. so gd of me right! wahaha.. currently in my fridge there's still this big pack of wonka chocolates which is given to me by my bf.. haha.. but i wont waste any food tat is related to chocolate one! fat jiu fat ba.. *wink wink*

hmm, need to wake up early tml.. gotta rush to slp liao.. wan an. nitexx..

2006-10-17T00:14:00.000-07:00

LOL. above is a lame picture i took in e middle of CD class. haha.. 3 diff lappys with e same wallpaper. GONG rules the world! yeah yeah..=D

hmm. today has been a long long day for me. ended sch only at 5plus. (thou started sch at 10.) hehe. i dislike monday e most too. coz of tat sickenin OC.. somemore right on e veri 1st lesson! always FORCE us to speak speak and speak. duno for wat sia. and we seem to have endless of presentations to prepare.. wth. an idiotic module, isnt it? haha.

talking back. i met quite a number of ppl today. haha.. i met theck ann when i boarded e mrt when im heading to sch in e morn. dan when i was released for lunch break, i met jia wen on e way there. so sad for her..coz think she's rushing to another lesson.. haha. dan as usual, ate at fc 3. who knows. i met my stupid nephew yeow ching there..he always never fail to announce his arrival by shouting "big head big head!" in e public. arghh.. feel like struggling him alive. o ya. i noticed he cut his hair. hmm. i suggest he shaved bald. coz his hair appear to be damaged.. haha. dan when i were to get my food there, i heard someone callin "fei po..!" dan i turned.. yuan lai its grace who was calling. shit her.. wahaha. but i managed to get my revenge by kicking her hard in her leg. and tat cy oso. nv say hi to me.. hur. haha. dan when i went to buy a drink durin a short break in between lesson, i met shao jie.. wat a coincidence. lol. but my regrets, coz he saw me but i didn saw him. only to know tat when he msged me. haha.. how many times liao.. too bad. i even make eye contact with him but i didn see him. haha.. my reaction too slow.. =P

haha. conclusion: a happi day for me today.. gd nitexx..

gd day

2006-10-13T00:29:00.000-07:00

today went to sch.. by right shud be from 8-5 one. but dan i went off at 1plus. coz i decided not to go for both lecture and tutorial class for DC. haha. the lessons are too boring for me to able to tolerate it. hmm. went to play pool at je. its been ages ago since i last touched pool.. veri huai nian wor. feel proud of myself..coz i won a game. wahaha. then after pool i went straight home.. coz veri tired. actually planned to take a nap one. but turned out cleaning up my messy cupboard.. hehe. but managed to sleep for one hr. yeah. coz gotta wake up to see my fave GONG.. thou its e 2nd time watchin, i still find it superb nice.. haha.. so happi i have all the songs now. wat a happi day.. may tml be e same.. haha.. o ya. happy birthday marcus and happi 1st mth anniversary sis! gd nitexx.=D

everyone..im back!

2006-10-11T00:26:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! im back.. quick quick..cheer for me! wahaha.. its been so long since i last posted.. like tons of yrs back liaoz. haha.. i miss this blog so much.. so i decided to use this back.^.^

hmm. today i just completed watching e whole set of "princess hours".. thumbs up for the show! it is a superb meaningful and romantic show.. i think every teenager shud watch it.. haha. gd thing that its now showin at channel u.. so i get to watch it again.. hehe yeah.. but im now feeling kind of down.. coz its already like part of my life to come back home and watch it everyday.. now suddenly everything come to an end. so disheartenin wor. haha. this is e same feelin i got when i watched finish "full house"..

hmm. have to slowly adjust myself back.. so that i can concentrate on my studies now.. coz this sem cnt play play le.. have to study hard hard. haha. kkz. tatz all..good nitexx.

2006-06-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

halo my blog..itz been SO long since i last posted. wahaha. yea, im back here again..

thingz have been great.. i love all e kind people around me..& most importantly, i love myself e most! haha!

life is full of changes..we'd have to adapt to things as they change.i noe it is hard, but we cannot say no to them. for we cannot escape frm them as eventually they'd turn up again..in fact, it would be even harder to face them later on. ya, chim eh.

to be honest, i've been veri sad & gloomy for e past few days..haiz. so disheartening to see my dearest family not able to understand me.. im going 17, i shud e right to make my own decision. but, they doesnt seem to know.or, they don even care. *sad* things often turn out e opposite way which we wants it to. life is suppose to be that, is it? i don know.

how i wish i can alwayz as a baby.when there's so many out there who love & dote on you. stress-free & pressure-free. whoo! isnt tat great?

ok, stop dreaming and come back to this sickening world. Face e reality.. haiz. isnt it meaningless?

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2005-04-26T17:48:00.000-07:00

haha.. sianz.. i just reached hm..
todae..he duno went where.. frm west went to east.. ni hor....everytime let mi xing yang yang dan don tell mi full de.. haha.. v.gd hor.. haha.. ^^
wo hao xiang ni ar..ni zai na li.... where r u nw.. muz xiao xin worx.. haiz.. how i wish u'r right in front of mi nw.. miss u lots lots.. u noe ma..? hmm, maybe after this post i don wana write any post le.. hmm so sad hor..so this maybe is e last post i writing here le.. eee.....tupid thing..i HATE this ending part.. haiz kkz, i don wan write le..end here.. buai buaiZz..
*moi note* only to my dearest gong gong: regardless of wat, wo shi bu hui li kai ni de.. u'r my everything..u'r my life..for which my life is meaningless without ur presence.. u brighten up my life! wo ai ni 1314.. *loveZz* ("v") ``____030305

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2005-04-25T17:50:00.000-07:00

yoZ! im back.. reported missing for e past few days.. haha..
life is like hell for mi.. firstly hp confiscated, dan sim card lost.. nw redeem e sim card le dan he lend mi ph.. actually happi happi de..but my mother found out abt it.. haiz.. dan she scold until v.fierce.. haiz.. my whole family is against mi.. sianz.. y cant someone stepped out n say smth for mi? y y y? i guess it is my own doing which led to this situation ba.. wth.. there's no one to blame but myself.. e world is upside down..! haiz.. don tok abt this le.. nw tok abt happi happi thingz..
last fridae, mi n him went to town after sports dae.. haha.. dan i v.happi..coz we found e man utd shop.. haha.. he duno e exact location so we anyhow walk lor..n found tat shop at last.. actually at 1st i tot we sure cannot find tat shop de.. but who noes..we reali found e shop.. haha! so happi leh.. :D c? we & tat shop si hav yuan fen de hor.. hehehe..so happi leh.. ^.^ dan i v.happi throughout e whole journey.. cannot stop laughing.. yeah.....! tat real jersey is soOo nice lor..haha..*smiling*
hehe.. gong gong, thx! let mi so happi.. if nt for u, i wont be able to see tat shirt.. althou is see onli but i v.contented le.. haha.. gong gong, i love u.. wo ai ni! *love love* ("v")

2005-04-19T18:48:00.000-07:00

todae.. gt a-maths test.. haiz.. sure fail de.. sianzz.. i've forgotten everything..even e basic i oso duno how to do.. haiz.. sianzz.. heck liaoz..
todae..nth much happened.. my life nw..is soOo boring de.. sim card lost.. hp confiscated.. hm ph..cannot use.. wth.. ! haiz.. tupid tupid tupid........ don feel like coming hm anymore..but i nt like him.. i don hav e freedom.. im being controlled thoroughly.. y m i in this world.. no meaning at all.. luckily, he is there with mi.. or else, i think history will repeats..e 'long-lost' eve will be back.. haha..
haiz.. nw no one can contact mi.. haiz.. kkz.. i don wan write le.. hao xiang nian ni ar.. *hugZ* ^^

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2005-04-18T17:54:00.000-07:00

Todae went sch.. In e morning v.fed dup.. no mood at all.. Haiz.. Halfway thru p.e. reali no mood dan sat at e side zhi bi.. Sianz ar.. Duno la.. If I continue like tat, I sure get depression de.. Tupid de.. Haiz..
Thankfully, he is there during recess.. dan I duno y..automatic become happi happi de.. Hehe.. Gd leh.. Dan after tat return to class oso quite happi.. Coz a lot of ppl telling story.. Todae's 'storytelling dae'.. Coz recently a lot of thingz happened.. Haha.. Gd leh.. Dan after sch he oso told mi stories.. Haha.. To cover up yesterdae nite de bedtime story hor.. Haha.. Nw I noe wat happened at ivan's hse le.. Hmm.. althou I oso gt drink, but nx time don drink sooo much kk.. Muz set limit for u nx time.. Or else I doubt ur liver still can take it.. Gong gong, rmb my words kk.. Don act u nv c this.. Haha.. kkz, I'll end here….. Mizz u a lot a lot.. *hugZ* ^^

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2005-04-17T18:52:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. Todae v.sianz.. Whole dae stay at hm.. Sianzz.. im restricted to stay at hm..nt allowed to go out.. Haiz.. Tupid mother of mine.. Duno wat she thinking la.. Haiz.. Hp oso kena confiscated.. Hse ph kena locked up.. She purposely de leh.. Nw no one can contact mi..only I can contact ppl.. wth.. Sianzz.. Maybe she did all these is out of good means ba.. But I juz don understand y she treats mi this way.. Haiz.. E onli gd thing is I managed to take e sim card out without her knowing.. Haha..
Hmm.. One dae nv contact him le.. Seems sooo long.. Haiz.. Wondering watz he's doing nw.. yest sure nv slp..dan nw muz be slping ba.. duno wat happened at ivan's hse yest.. So sad tat I cannot go.. Haiz.. Zhen de hao xiang ni..*muackZ*

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2005-04-15T20:22:00.000-07:00

todae he nv go sch.. dan I went to find him after sch.. haha.. dan coz I onli rmb one way to his hse so I take 157 lor.. haha.. dan raining quite heavily tat time.. while i was on e steps up, i was thinking, "how i wish he will appear with an umbrella nw...." haha.. dan when i looked down, i reali saw him!! haha! like a dream like tat.. haha.. hao kai xin..^.^
hmm.. dan fell asleep in his bed.. v.comfortable.. haha.. time reali flies lo.. dan e time was a bit late le.. when we went to e taxi stand there was alot of ppl.. dan went to interchange, e bus v.slow dan cum.. sianzz.. dan caned by mama.. but i think itz all worth it.. coz todae i reali v.happi.. haha.. sianzz.. gtg..buaizz.. wo ai ni..^^

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2005-04-12T18:12:00.000-07:00

haha.. todae.. wo v.kai xin..finally c him liaoz.. since busking bazaar.. two days nia..but like v.long leh.. haha..
todae at sch.. a bit sianz.. coz v.tired.. feel like slping all e time.. but cannot.. luckily suen nv cum..dan i catch some slp during e free period..haiz, but kena someone disturb.. sianz de.. but nvm, coz at least gt slp a while.. haha..
after sch..pei him go cut hair.. haha.. cut slope in e end..with a letter 'Z'on it.. v.style leh.. haha..i find it v.nice..but v.risky.. sure kena caught in sch de.. haha.. coz e hair covering e letter is nt enough la.. so it is v.obvious.. haha..
haiz..duno y nw suddenly v.sianz..no mood to write liao.. hao xiang ni.. buaiZz..

2005-04-08T22:27:00.000-07:00

Haha..finally get to write blog le.. This whole week..like duno wat de..like no life de.. Eveydae stay back draw draw draw.. Sian1/2.. I don have time for myself..neither do I have any time for him.. Haiz..e whole wk..i nv pei dao him.. sianz ar.. Haiz.. All tat tupid busking bazaar la.. Haiz.. Extra de..
Yest he sick.. Dan I duno.. Haiz.. So blur of me de.. Y I so tupid de.. Haiz.. Hope he is well nw..(although he threw all e medicine away..haiz..u ar..) haiz.. This week can c he was v.sianz.. Duno y.. haiz.. He every time nv tell mi de..coz don wan mi to worry.. haiz.. (gong gone..nx time gt anything share share with mi kk?^^)
umm..
wo zhen de hao xiang ni.. wo hui yong yuan ai ni de..*hugz* ("v")

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2005-04-05T18:10:00.000-07:00

haiz haiz.. todae v.sianz..v.fan..v.fed dup..v.sicked..v.no mood.. sianz ar.. y she alwayz gives so much unnecessary comments.. y y y y........... can u imagine when u'r trying so hard to concentrate on ur drawing, there's alwayz someone there who will nt stop nagging at wat u'r drawing.. can she understands how i feel? plz la, try putting urself in my shoes n c how it feels.. i admit tat she's a great fren but..sometimes..i reali don understand her.. y she wana get involved in everything de.. y y y y .......... if she is so capable dan she might as well settle off everything all by herself..dan i will be happier man.. wth! spoils my mood entirely.. shit her la..

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2005-04-04T16:18:00.000-07:00

haha..todae de lessons all v.sianz.. dan tml a-maths common test.. sianZz.. tat suen ar..i duno wat he teaching.. he gives us revision ma jiam nv give de.. hmm.. im prepared to fail....
mi nw at his hse.. dan he ar.. lazy pig de.. he's sleeping nw.. haha.. hmm.. i lazy write le.. buaiZz..

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2005-04-03T18:11:00.000-07:00

haha..todae's a special occasion.. one month le.. haha.. *happi happi*^.^
todae..although i gt scolded by my mother, i still v.the happi.. hahaha..
hmm..todae de time passed real fast.. haha.. went to great world city watched movie.. dan went plaza juz to take pic.. haha..bo liao de.. dan we took neo-print lor.. haha.. dan he.... haha.. haha.. haha.. i cannot stop laughing liaoz.. haha.. e process is soOo soOo funni.. haha.. haha.. haha.. haha.. haha.. haha..........+.- hmm..kkz, i don write in details..or else lata he scold mi.. wahaha..bleah.. buaiZz..><

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2005-03-31T17:58:00.000-08:00

todae..quite sianz.. all lessons like shit.. so boring de.. esp during eng lesson..i yawned all e way.. *yawn* haiz..
after sch, went to watch movie..e eye 10.. quite funni.. but nt as nice as i expect it to be.. sianz.. aiya, i juz find everything so sianz.. *yawn* haiz..
hmm..todae he nv go sch..duno wat had he done for e whole mornin n afternoon.. think he confirm sian sian de pass de.. wondering wat he's doin nw.. think he's sleeping ba.. wish him sweet dreamz.. hao xiang ni.. wo yong yuan ai ni.. ("v")

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2005-03-29T23:05:00.000-08:00

hmm..todae morning veri no mood.. but after tat become ok lor.. haiz..todae he seemed to be quite moody.. wondering watz troubling him.. haiz.. hope thingz r alright n r not getting in his way..
dan after sch went his hse..dan happi tat his mood become better.. i feel so glad to c his smiley face again.. haha.. hmm.. dan at his hse too comfortable le dan fell asleep without my knowing.. haha..ma lu leh.. but he duno..coz i woke up b4 he woke up.. haha! bleah.. too bad.. :P
kkz..gotta go..buaiZz..gd niteXx..wan an..-.-Zz

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2005-03-28T18:00:00.000-08:00

well, unexpected things reali do happened.. sometimes..when i don even noe wat had happened, i've actually offended others..by my behavior n attitude.. i don even noe wat i did..but had already caused others to be unhappi.. haha, i've no one to blame but myself..coz, afterall im still e attitude-gal who nv bother to change at all..
hey, im sorry:C

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2005-03-25T18:45:00.000-08:00

wang le you duo jiu
zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kai shi huang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
#
ni ku zhao dui wo shuo
tong hua li du shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
*
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Repeat # and *
wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou
bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
yi qi xie wo men de jie ju

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2005-03-24T18:28:00.000-08:00

haha.. todae went his hse.. actually go there is study de.. but ended up slping..coz too tired.. by rt, he shud be studying while i go slp de.. but he ar..lazy de.. bathed liao dan straight away slp..haha.. e feeling nice la.. nt bad la.. haha..(i noe u'll be happi to read this:P haha..) kkz, lazy write le.. buaiZ..^^

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2005-03-23T17:52:00.000-08:00

todae..i v.sianzz.. so sianz.. damn sianzz.. arghh.. reali superb sianzz la.. eeee.... y so sianzz de.. haiz.. wateva.. i hope tat SHE will cut her hair e sooner e better.. shit HER.. i'll chose to be extra, rather dan being e same as her.. wheneva i c her, i will hav this disgusted feeling.. maybe im being biased ba, but who cares? in fact, e whole group hates her lor.. gal ar, buck up la!

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2005-03-21T17:48:00.000-08:00

well, wateva decision u made, i'll respect it de.. need not worry abt my feelings, coz todae i've learnt smth--tat is to accept for who u are.. watz e pt of changing a person lo.. to mi, it is meaningless nw.. sometimes, i admit tat im actually giving u some unwanted pressure n nt sparing a thought 4u.. nw, i hav realised it n i'll not force u on anything le.. regardless of wat, i'll alwayz be there standing by u..^^

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2005-03-17T11:04:00.000-08:00

Forever
by Kristi Lynn

I've known you for only

a short period of time,

but I feel as if

I've known you forever.

I tremble with joy

at your every touch.

The feel of your hand taking mine -

I want you to hold it forever.

I glow with happiness

every time you're near.

I want you near me now,

I want to be with you forever.

My knees grow weak

in your loving arms.

I want to stay there,

I want you to hold me forever.

My body melts

with every kiss you give.

Just the thought of your lips on mine -

I want you to kiss me forever.

My heart jumps

to know how much you care.

Knowing that it is so much more -

I want you to love me forever.

2005-03-16T18:46:00.000-08:00

(check out this poem too..!+.-)

The Magic Of Love

Love is like magic

And it always will be.

For love still remains

Life's sweet mystery!!

Love works in ways

That are wondrous and strange

And there's nothing in life

That love cannot change!!

Love can transform

The most commonplace

Into beauty and splendor

And sweetness and grace.

Love is unselfish,

Understanding and kind,

For it sees with its heart

And not with its mind!!

Love is the answer

That everyone seeks...

Love is the language,

That every heart speaks.

Love can't be bought,

It is priceless and free,

Love, like pure magic,

Is life's sweet mystery!!

- Helen Steiner Rice -

2005-03-16T18:38:00.000-08:00

(this is a luv poem which i find it v.meaningful so decided to share it with everyone here..check it out..^^)

Winter Moonlight

The snow, so peaceful and serene,

caressed by the soft moonlight,

gave magical feelings to the night.

The soft blue glow,

the lovers' words that then did flow,

their lips closer and closer

until, locked in the throes

of a passionate embrace,

he decided to express his feelings,

to keep her safe.

He whispered softly,

his words like music to her ears,

"I Love You,"

and her response the same,

heard like the gentle breeze,

"And I, love you, forever."

That was the night they promised

to be together through everything,

each to care for the other when old and gray

A lovers' pact

the most likely to last.

- Krista J. Mikula -

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2005-03-16T18:24:00.000-08:00

im caught in a dilemma again.. it is impossible to please everyone, but im trying my very best to do so.. maybe it takes time for mi to adjust myself.. sometimes, i even had to resort to 'sacrifice' my love ones.. im having tons of unwillingness but im reali left with no choice.. afterall, there is onli one mi.. i cannot please everyone>>

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2005-03-14T12:05:00.000-08:00

nw in sch.. making up duties.. haha.. so sianz ar.. time passes SO slow leh.. haiz.. 3pm dan end, which means still gt 3 hrs to go.. haiz, how to survive? sianz..
umm..yest nite heard some disheartening news.. hope tat u'll keep ur promise..plz don disappoint mi.. n gal ar, maybe itz time for u to let things past n move on with ur life.. nth is impossible....

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2005-03-13T20:55:00.000-08:00

haha.. todae tuition last min cancelled.. didn tell my mama so ended up shopping with frenz.. haha.. todae de atmosphere nt gd.. luckily everything is resolved in e end.. nw dan i realise tat it will be better if u said out everything tat is bothering u..rather dan u bottomed everything down in ur heart.. it will nt only benefits others but oso urself.. hmm..recently a lot of things happened.. things r definitely different nw..

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2005-03-11T18:02:00.000-08:00

todae he nv go sch.. haha.. dan e whole dae im feeling so weird.. i don like e feeling coz itz kinda nt nice.. haha.. juz 1 dae nv c him nia..n im feeling like this le..especially when i went hm alone.. ha..coz i don wan him to cum fetch mi hm coz some dae ago i've promised my fren tat todae i will pei her all dae.. haha.. so i hav to keep my promise no matter wat.. bo bian mah.. haha..
went to play ball n end up arguing with some of e small kids there.. haha.. too sian le so decided to bully them lo.. haha! so fun leh.. hmm..k la, lazy to write liaoz.. buaiZ..><

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2005-03-08T17:55:00.000-08:00

todae drank a lot of water.. coz to mi, drinking reali helps.. it will prevent mi frm getting angry.. haha..when i drink until i feel like vomiting, e anger in mi then will be eased off..
forget it, wateva happened nw i wont care.. u all wana say dan say lor.. ignorance brings peace.. n ya, by saying sorry n feeling guilty wont help at all..watz e point of regretting when u hav actually hurt someone.. i hav know u guys for so long n yet u said those things to mi.. WTF! frm nw on, i shall ignore everything tat has to do with u all.. --